I don’t even remember if I’ve done any Ascension energy updates this year and this is the whirlwind energy we are experiencing at the moment. It’s crazy. It’s fast paced and even though we are whirling around, nothing feels like its moving.
The first week of January was when the dregs of 2018 came back to visit and it was pretty intense. Around new moon on the 6th things started to feel like they were changing. An air of optimism and hope which was much welcomed after December’s intensity.
What we’re facing now is piecing things together and it can feel really heavy while we do this but hang in there because we’re almost getting to the crescendo before the big drop. I feel there is a while to go yet.
Physically, it has been really demanding. Many of us are processing in our sleep which means we don’t wake up refreshed. As we are downloading new information and our cells start to expand with light, this takes its toll on the body. I’ve certainly had some nights where I’ve knocked out straight away but woken up several times to give myself a break from the processing. I don’t think I’ve had more than a couple of really good night’s unbroken sleep since the beginning of December. I’m just taking it as my new “normal” pattern knowing that this can happen sometimes and you get used to it.
The dream state has also been quite intense. There’s so much coming through dreams for me now and I’m trying to piece it all together but its like a jigsaw puzzle and all the pieces are being delivered everyday. I’m not able to put it together just yet although there are areas that are starting to make sense.
I feel a need for quiet time more than ever before. Just to be in my own energies and process. I’ve been writing like a beast but more for myself to make sense of this than to share. It really is an intense time and I have days where I catch myself asking whether I am in a real situation or dreaming.
There isn’t much distance between the dream state and the waking state at the moment. It’s blurry and at the same time, this is when we need to maintain a state a consciousness because this is the manifesting state.
In the end, you ask yourself what’s real. Knowing all the dimensions exist simultaneously helps. Sometimes we think that shifting dimensions means that we find trouble in dealing with our 3rd dimensional reality. In actual fact, we can exist and operate at all different dimensions.
Remember also that shifts to higher dimensions come from our experience of this physical reality and so our experience here is an essential part of the ascension process. We can take ourselves off to higher planes, we can meditate and we can learn to see energy on different levels but the fact of the matter is that we exist here, in a physical form and on a physical dimension. We need to master our existence here as well as develop in other dimensions.
The more I do this work, the more I feel that this 3rd dimensional reality is like the lost or forgotten reality in the pursuit of spiritual ascension. In actual fact, this human experience is the basis for all other experience that causes you to question and challenge your existence.
What is real?
Until next time….