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Life purpose – how do I find it?

Finding your life purpose. Now there’s a grand pursuit. It almost feels too big, right?

Your life purpose is that thing that you came here to do. That thing that nobody does like you do. It’s usually that thing that you love doing. The thing you can do that just makes the time float away and you don’t have a care in the world.

Some people find it early on in life and for some it comes later. For me, it came in my 30’s after spending the bulk of my life trying to fit in to a regular 9 – 5 job.

Even having found it, I am always refining it. I am here on Earth to help people to understand who and what they are and what they came here to do so it only makes sense that this is something that I continuously refine. You have to have done it yourself to help other people do it.

Life takes us on a lovely and sometimes hideous merry go round before we really begin to see what we are all about. After all, your identity is built on a set of preferences – the things you choose and don’t choose for yourself. Often that gets intertwined with what other people expect from us. We co-construct this identity with those around us. This serves aspects of ourselves but it also serves the needs of others. It’s interesting when we break it down to have a real good look.

It’s when we begin to feel the discomfort that we start to ask the question – Am I really where I’m meant to be? Am I doing what I’m meant to be doing? If you’re asking yourself these questions and challenging the status quo, it’s a good signal that the earth is beginning to rumble.

The answer isn’t always obvious. It’s often a case of “I don’t know what I want to do yet but I do know that what I’m doing isn’t it.” So you know what it isn’t but how do you work out what it is?

This is where the inner work comes in. How often do you stop to tune in and listen to yourself, your inner guidance system. Often it’s been the loudest whisper that you haven’t heard. This whisper will tell you all you need to know. This whisper comes from your soul blueprint that contains all the wisdom and knowledge you need to get through this experience here on Earth.

So how do you tune in and how long will it take to work it out?

The first question I can answer for you and I can certainly help you with. Meditation is one way. Healing is another. The answer is inside of you and when you reach for it through meditation, it will eventually arrive. If you don’t have the patience, healing can be that mirror for you. This is what I do best so if you’d like to give it a go, please get in touch.

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Ascension Energy Update, 22nd July, 2019

This is your ascension energy update for the week. Now I’m not an astrologer but whatever is happening in the Universe right now is big. A lot of us are just sat waiting for Mercury to go direct so that we can crack on with life again. There’s no need to wait. Let’s get going.

Physically, the energies this week are so intense and everyone that I’ve spoken to feels wiped. It’s a slow burner this one and it really does feel like the density is being dissolved. This takes time and energy and you’ll find that mornings are slow, it speeds up and then an afternoon nap may be necessary.

Sleep is deep and healing and I feel like I’m dreaming again after a break. Remember you soul travels as you sleep and is healing as part of that process. This is, for me anyway, what is making mornings difficult. My tip here is to put both feet on the ground once you’re out of bed and ask for all your soul parts to return as you ground your energy. This means that you won’t be as discombobulated throughout your day.

There is a sense of the “I’s” being dotted and the “T’s” being crossed. A lot is leaving our lives to make way for the new. It feels very much like a transitory phase as things need to be cleared and completed in order for us to move forward.

This isn’t a bad thing. It just means that things are going to feel dense for a little bit longer. Ride it because there is a pot of gold at the end of this rainbow and even if you go the long way round, it is inevitable. There is a lot of pain and suffering that needs to be cleared but the quicker we accept the direction the Universe is taking us in, the quicker it begins to dissolve.

There is a lot to be said for watching yourself and being a conscious observer of the way that you react to things. With dense energies, it becomes really easy to get consumed by and pulled in to things in a way that will prevent you from moving through it. Some of this is vital and necessary but a great deal is just drama that you can watch rather than be apart of. You’ll notice this most in your own reactions. Do we really need to get involved? The answer is NO. It isn’t avoidance – not if you’re observing and then choosing what path you’re going to take.

Even as we watch, we are changing before our own eyes. I feel it’s time to go deeper. I feel a sense of authenticity is needed. To be your true self, you begin to attract those that resonate better with you. We are breaking through a lot of the old fears. Often we dumb ourselves down in order to be socially acceptable but this too seems to be changing.

I don’t know where it’s taking us but there are massive gateways and portals that are open to us right now. We have LionsGate coming up on the 8th August but the gateways that I am seeing are new ones in addition to the ones that are known about. I haven’t quite had all of the information presented to me yet, and with the kaleidoscope of energy and how much it is taking to stay on track, I feel like once I’ve caught up more information will come.

We are all on our own paths now. Yes there is a collective thing happening but we don’t need to worry so much about that because our own light expansion automatically has a knock on effect on the collective. We’re also dropping this idea that we need to heal for other people as part of this ascension. There are enough people waking up and realising that they are on their own journey for us to be sufficiently focused on ourselves.

Don’t let the collective be a reason for you to avoid your own journey. Yes it takes time working out what is yours and what is not. What do we heal…what do we heal? My advice is sense your way through this. Leave your ego to one side and just simply feel your way through the process. There is a strong guidance energy coming through but it means that we have to stop and listen with our hearts. In order to do this, we need to be still and quiet. We almost need to balance this hyperactive need to do everything with this absorption process and it is a delicate balance.

It’s exciting!

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Ascension Energy Update, 15th July, 2019

This is your ascension energy update for the week. Apologies folks but I’ve had a lot going on recently that has taken me away from work. All in a good way, of course. It’s time to get back to work and it feels a bit rusty!

What’s going on with the energies? Well the last couple of weeks there’s been a sense of renewal energies coming through. A strong reassuring energy of everything being ok.

One of the deepest paradoxes with these energies is that on the one hand we get this bouncy, optimistic sense of all good things being on the horizon yet at the same time, this stands opposing an almost disbelief of what’s actually possible. Certainly for me on a personal level, it has been a time of major breakthroughs.

Post Eclipse and between now and the full moon tomorrow the energies are intense. There is a spiralling energy which feels like it could go either way and it definitely is up to us which way this energy takes us.

The Eclipse did that thing where we plummet in to the depths of anguish and sorrow. When we’re in these moments, the contrast is so start that it’s hard to regain composure and understand that the contrast exists for a reason. There is nothing to be afraid of.

For most of us, we are starting to re-learn the cycle of life from a place where it is non-threatening. Empaths have a unique journey when it comes to navigating planet Earth and for most, the defenses they create and the need to protect themselves from this world are kind of the default.

As we enter New Earth and as we deepen our sense of commitment to being here, we understand that although it feels like shit at time, although life is a mixture of suffering and joy, although it feels like an ongoing assault on the senses – it is a sensory experience that we are having. It is one that we signed up to and to approach all of it with the intention of simply experiencing it goes a long way towards an acceptance of being here.

The energies feel a lot less turbulent today coming up to the moon and it’s much needed respite. It is the optimum time to re-think goals, plans, commitments. Remember that everything you thought you wanted looks different as we approach 5D Earth. You can see quite clearly that you wanted it because it’s what you thought you should want.

What you really want is something completely different. Remember when you created those “wants” you may still have placed limitations on yourself. When you look at the things that you are striving for as a result, you get to a place where some things just don’t make sense to drive for anymore. And even that’s ok.

We have dropped so much of our old identity that of course it is going to feel confusing. There’s something very distracting about this energy. It’s unsettling and I know on a personal level, up until today I have been doing everything I possibly can to avoid sitting still with it because there is a lot of old wounds being opened up as a result.

We do need to begin facing and embracing the hurt that is still there. One of the realisations that I had this morning was that for as much light that there is within me, there is just as much darkness. Sometimes we create the illusion of light because it’s easier for the world to accept us or it’s easier for us to operate on that level.

Life isn’t about what’s easiest for everyone else or for yourself. It’s about understanding the masks that we create and with this Eclipse energy the masks are falling off. There is a need to breathe, fully, deeply and be ok to be seen taking this breath.

After all, we are human. We have our sorrows, we have our pain, we have our darkness. Most of which we experience behind closed doors because this world is polarised to the light, the positive and our natural survival instinct is to simply pretend that everything is OK.

But it isn’t and actually that’s also OK. Let the energies bring it all to the surface. Allow yourself to see what you were masking over before. Yes, we judge through our own lens and projection but in the space between the eclipses, we are realising that perhaps those “judgements” were accurately placed. Perhaps they weren’t judgements. Perhaps they were intuition. Perhaps you now have the evidence. Perhaps you’re still in denial. Perhaps it was this wanting to always be in the light that caused you to believe it was you that needed healing for making that projection or judgement.

Unfortunately, we can’t just withdraw from life because it’s too painful or confusing. We can take a step back and decide how we’d like to go forward. This is where the power is.

And with this moon, there is power. There is revelation. There is darkness and there are storms.

We’re definitely on the road to somewhere with this. We are changing on the deepest level and it’s beginning to show on the surface. The world may not like it, but the world is going to have to get used to this new level of honesty.

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Ascension Energy Update 18th June, 2019

This is your ascension energy update for the week. The last couple have weeks have been pretty intense with a lot of heavy energetic activity.

We’ve had solar flares and geomagnetic storms leading up to the full moon. Physically this has really taken it’s toll. A lot of fatigue, headaches and just a general sense of pressure. More and more this energy is pushing us to retreat inwards for the answers.

There’s a sense of “does anybody get me?” going on at the moment but with it comes an attitude of “does it matter?” These past couple of weeks are about learning to “DO YOU, BOO!” and it feels like working that out is the tricky bit.

The goalposts keep changing and this energy is keeping us on our toes. To a great extent, it has been all about sorting out what you want from what you “think” you want. The heart chakra seems to have dissolved and is now again beginning to reform. We have to be broken down in order to understand how the pieces come back together.

The activity has meant the need for a great deal of space, in fact just the idea of being in outer space, away from it all has been ever so appealing.

Are you noticing your triggers? As we come up to Eclipse season, old wounds are opening up again. It feels like the skeletons really are out of the closet. It’s as if we are being asked to go back re-process old memories from a more conscious place and a lot of what we’re finding is well below surface level. This time to really cement it in to bed so that even if it does resurface, there isn’t any ill feeling that comes with it. It’s deep work.

Digging deep seems to be the theme for this wave of energy and it’s digging deep in all senses. Not just the healing that needs to be done but also how big we are dreaming and how much we want to pursue the life we desire.

As we surface from the chaos and confusion, this new moon brings with it a definite shift in the mood. It’s lighter, it’s bouncier, it’s more optimistic. There’s definitely something warm and lovely in the air. The month is now finally starting to look up as we see the light at the end of the tunnel.

We really have been down in to the depths and now just about head above water. My sense is that we’re reaching that sweet spot – the zero point – the balance and for each of us this point is different. For some of us, the balance point is in the chaos as we find ourselves twiddling our thumbs without it.

It’s interesting. It’s always going to be interesting but there is also an excitement that this hopeful energy brings with it. It almost feels like school’s out for the summer and it’s time to play!

Enjoy the adventures!

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Ascension Energy Update, June 2016

This is your ascension energy update for June. It’s going to be a short update as I’ve just recorded a video so you can watch that instead.

I tuned in and channelled this a few days ago and the video expands on these themes.

Channeled Message: 26/05/2019

Feel the fire as the energy rises and we’re soaring in way that we’ve never done before.

For some, it is terror and fear of plummeting and for others it’s a sweet release and freedom.

These sensations carry the same frequency vibration of determination. Determination not to fall and determination to be free.

Everything is within your grasp and you can hold the illusion that serves you best. Create this. Choose. And then choose again.

We’ve activated the *Labyrinth energy within the collective. (I have asked to be shown more and will post in due course as information is received)

Do you feel it too?

*A labyrinth is an ancient symbol that relates to wholeness. It combines the imagery of the circle and the spiral into a meandering but purposeful path. The Labyrinth represents a journey to our own center and back again out into the world.

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Ascension Energy Update, June 2019
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Ascension Energy Update, 22nd May, 2019

This is your ascension energy update for the week. It’s been a week of acceleration and things seem to be moving pretty fast at the moment. It’s an amazing time for Lightworkers because it feels like things are really starting to push them towards stepping up and stepping out of their comfort zones, myself included.

It was intense leading up to the full moon and physically tough for many of us as we receive our light upgrades. If you’re tuning in, the frequencies are changing. This can be felt as ears ringing and for those of you who are more sensitive, you’ll notice that it’s different frequencies at different pitches. The only way that I can describe it is like one of those old music boxes that you wind up with the different perforations inside the roll that produce the different notes.

There are so many different light codes coming down at the moment and as a result it has produced this feeling of not knowing whether we’re coming or going. We’re being spoken to in different ways. Gone are the days where we just look to what’s around us or within us for the information. The way that the ascension waves are travelling now is completely different.

I feel strongly that a big shift has happened and these waves will continue to work. It almost feels like a new wave is coming but this one has to do it’s work first. It’s an important time for the planet.

Even in the world of spirituality, the idea of the “Guru” is beginning to fall away. There is a new generation of spiritual speakers and although they are conveying messages that are in sync with these waves, there is a depth that is missing. There’s an opening here and it feels like people are seeking the old world wisdom, reviving ancient ideas and seeking knowledge that resonates with their soul.

With all of this, it feels like authenticity is the theme. Not only being true to yourself but the messages that you carry. Remember that we are all carrying Spirit’s messages through us in different ways. And one of the reasons why it feels as though the depth is missing with some of the spiritual messages we are hearing is because timelines are being reconfigured.

We are all old souls and the messages that we bring come from the places that we have been. The over-riding message is love but the messages from each previous civilisation is different and the carriers of these messages are only conveying their truth. I feel there will be a time when these messages cross timelines and align bringing all of this together.

There isn’t even time to process. It is just happening and it is happening extremely fast. At the same time, our ideas of time itself are being challenged. You’ll notice that the first 3 months of this year felt like the longest ever and from April onwards, time has quickened. Even though things are going really fast, time is slowing down at the same time. That may or may not make sense but this wave of consciousness brings with it a deeper awareness of time and an ability to bend it at will. It’s interesting for sure.

I’d love to know what’s going on in the wonderful world of you!

Until next time,

Peace and blessings of Oneness be with you,

Hafsa

Healing

Ascension Energy Update, 13th May, 2019

This is your ascension energy update for the week. as the clouds feel like they’re beginning to lift and clarity emerges.

After a week of intense and pushy energy, it finally feels like the sea begins to part for us to pave a way through. There is much that has been revealed over the last week and once you’ve seen what you’ve seen, there really is no going back.

It’s an interesting energy this week because we are feeling bold enough to take a step. There isn’t really much we even need to do. Simply ask that question, make that intention and take that first step.

The energy is one of revelations and it feels like things that we couldn’t see before are now very clear to us. There is more shedding to come as those things and those people that we came to trust blindly will begin to start showing themselves in a different light. Taking an action or making a move will be the catalyst to accelerate this process.

Once you’ve seen it, you just can’t be the same again and this is assisting us in learning not to look back. We can make bold statements and follow through but this energy is asking us to keep following that path even though there is a pull back to the old.

We are in the transition to the new version of ourselves and it takes time to work all this out. New preferences, new people, new situations and new conversations. We’re being asked to declutter using meaningful as a filter for what we keep and discard.

This week is about revelations centering on our motives and the motives of others. Even though we can feel at times like these that closure is needed, it’s important that we provide closure for ourselves. This is done to bold, decisive moves that give a clear signal that we’re not going back.

That old life and those old ways are becoming obsolete. Our new currency for life’s transactions is love. We are looking at what is meaningful to us and what we want to take with us. There isn’t space for fake.

Try not to get disheartened if people are showing you what they’re really about, especially if you feel you should have spotted it before now. Sometimes we can miss the signals and red flags because it is a lesson that we need to learn. Even that has it’s own wisdom.

The tide is turning though and there is a definite sense of “come-uppance” for all the good and bad that we have done. We do need to tread carefully and if the destination is to the land of “Meaningful” then the vehicle to get there is diplomacy and tact. The sledgehammer approach just isn’t going to work.

At a crossroads, making decisions about what is worth the fight and what is not. What is worth articulating and what’s best left unsaid. For a lot the chaos that happens, you’ll find that actions say things louder than words. This works both ways and so this week isn’t just about speaking truth, it’s about embodying truth. It’s about your actions showing what you think without even needing to say it.

This is an important phase because we are learning a new way to be. The New World is energy based and more and more people are tuning in to the frequencies. It’s your vibe that tells us who you are. Words just don’t cut it anymore. Not to say they’re useless but there is definitely an emphasis on the masculine with these energies.

Contrast.

Confusion.

Clarity.

Those are the 3 C’s that we’re faced with and we are weaving in and out of these worlds, sometimes rapidly.

A change of direction may be looming. Review. Re-evaluation. Decisiveness.

We’re just at the beginning of this crazy ride so hold on tight! I’m holding a group healing Divine I AM Transmission on the 29th which is open to all who are interested in evolving around the themes that we are working with. Click here to book….
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Until next time…

Keep Vibing High,

Love Hafsa

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Ascension Energy Update 5th May, 2019

This is your ascension energy update for the week. This week we’re on new moon energy and planets in retrograde – Saturn in particular bringing the fire!

What the f*** just happened there? I thought I’d do my update a couple of days earlier because since yesterday, there’s been a remarkably noticeable shift in the energy. That fire though…!

So the energies were relatively calm yesterday up until late afternoon and then it felt like an almighty drop in the signal. Sudden fatigue, ears ringing and the kind of tiredness that just makes you drop. I had to stop what I was doing and take a moment. This hasn’t happened in a good while so I’m curious.

Something is definitely going on. Change feels like it’s on the horizon. Looking around to see what I could find, there’s plenty on Saturn being retrograde and clearing karmic patterns. It was like BOOM!

I went in to meditation to tune in to what’s going on. There definitely feels like we’re going to have to keep balancing and re-balancing through these energies. I’ve read a lot about May bringing all the good stuff but I always think it’s good to know that you might have to go through some shit to get there.

The rest of yesterday became a thunderstorm and a whole host of turbulent emotions. There really is a sense of what’s acceptable to you and what’s not. What do you stand for? Are you going to articulate it? Do you even need to explain yourself?

There’s something pushing us to stand our ground and be a lot more discerning about what we tolerate from others. We can deal with it or we can walk away. I get this mental image of a movie scene – that shot where the heroine is walking away calmly with the massive fireball explosion in the background.

That image captures it all for me yesterday. We don’t know where she’s walking to. All we know is that she’s walking away from it. There’s little softness to this energy and so if you’re not ready for it, it’ll catch you by surprise. I think May is going to be full of surprises.

There’s a sense of being at war with ourselves. My sense is that we’re going to see this reflected in our outer world, in politics and played out on the global stage.

There’s a strength to this energy that’s different though. It isn’t just about blowing things up and walking away. If only life was that simple! There’s a hardiness that can be felt and it comes to strengthen us spiritually, mentally, physically and emotionally. Although there is a harsh finality to it and I think a lot of us will be feeling this, there’s also a sense of it being needed.

Off the back of that, we learn tough love and the toughest love is when we apply it to ourselves. Where we have become too passive, things are about to change. I don’t know about you, but I would much rather make my own changes than have them imposed upon me.

I think the soul searching phase is over and it really is about asking for the Universe to “Bring It On” in the nicest possible way. There’s internal conflict on the one hand we’re being tentative when on the other hand we want to go all guns blazing. I think we all have different approaches and that’s the beauty of it. I’m in the tentative phase personally but that’s changing rapidly. I think the key is discernment and knowing yourself enough to know where your risk level lies. I certainly feel a sense of “All In” and single minded focus.

However you choose to tackle what life throws at you, there isn’t a right or wrong way. It very much depends on you and the experiences that you’ve had. Just don’t be surprised if you find yourself doing a complete 360 in the way that you do things. You might find your hand is forced and it’s only by cracking a nut you get to taste it’s sweet fruit.

Hold on to your hats people and get ready for the ride! It’s time to up-level, upgrade and up the ante.

I don’t know about you but I kinda love when things get disrupted in this way so I’m really excited about all this nut cracking. I feel it’s about time we changed up again. This isn’t going to be subtle. It’s going to be full on and it’s going to be pushy energy. There’s nothing to be afraid of…Game Face on!

Until next time….

Keep vibing high,

Love Hafsa

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Ascension Energy Update 29th April, 2019

This is your ascension energy update for the week. It’s been another relatively calm week but I’d say it’s the calm before the storm and May is going to be a blinder of a month on all fronts.

I feel like we are on the edge of a new era with new timelines being activated. Some have been awaiting New Earth. My sense is that we are in the activational stages with more and more people waking up and challenging the status quo. We’ve seen that clearly in the last couple of weeks with the Extinction Rebellion movement. We’ve seen and heard the voice of a new generation, Greta Thunberg – passionate, strong and determined to make a difference. It’s symbolic of the way that we are beginning to really own ourselves. The New World challenging the old world and a theme that’s also playing out on an individual level.

It’s almost as if I can feel the Universe’s immense cogs turning in the background. Momentum is building leading up to May. I’m not sure if we’ll get the big drop of energy as quickly as we’d like. It feels like we’re being asked to get in to the momentum and master the consistency of our actions.

It has felt a little push and pull under the surface. It’s like you know what your priorities are but you keep getting pulled away in to other things. I certainly feel like we’re being asked to prioritise and stay focused on the one thing that matters with consistency. Where we are being pushed and distracted, it’s up to us to keep pulling our focus back to where we want it to be.

This week’s theme is growth. We’re no longer looking at the outside trying to acquire. We’re building from the inside out. We’re facing the home truths and exercising a new found sense of honesty about what we find. There is a need to go inward. A craving for silence and stillness. A pull back to the inner world.

It feel like the deep reset switch has been activated and we’re just waiting for the re-start to get underway. The level of chaos from last month seems to have enabled us to manage our way in to a different yet faster pace which feels a lot easier than previous times. Time feels fast and slow all at the same time.

Alongside this, we’re really starting to think about what makes us feel centred and full. We’re looking at the outside world realising that is isn’t the source. With this feeling come a need to have full conviction in what you’re trying to see through to action. When our energy matches our words and our actions, that’s when things will start to move. We’re building up that and the consistency that we’re developing is much like a dress rehearsal.

The “old me, new me” theme of last year is being played out again. It’s like we are again demolishing one version of ourselves and transitioning through to another. This new version feels like it needs to be a much more polished version. That rawness needs to be worked on as the edges are softening. The difference is that we ‘re being asked to incorporate the sharpness of our character in to this new version. We can’t be soft and fluffy – we need to have the sharp edge of our personality too.

For some, these times are a feeling of being diluted in to love and light. As we transition, rather than dissolve in to existing ideas, we start to develop our own. These are our own individual markers. I’m finding more and more that those I encounter on myself who are on the path begin with absorbing every philosophy there is out there. This is what I mean by being diluted and dissolving in to existing ideas. We need this part of the journey to soften. Like an egg, once we get over-cooked with these ideas we become harder and harder. Some will reject all ideas at this point and go in search of something new.

Spirituality is heading in to an interesting time. The love and light movement has played an important part in getting us to accept everyone and their beliefs as they are. This is the magical aspect of new spirituality. We challenge everything. We’re ok with the harsher aspects. We understand that peace and conflict can co-exist in the same place and we don’t have to stop moving as a result.

Interesting times we are living in and on the brink of change within and change without.

Until next time…

99 Pathways of the Heart

Pathway 18 – Al-Ghani – Tending Your Garden

“When you are guided to this pathway, take the opportunity to feel your heart as a garden in which everything you need is growing. See yourself living in this garden.”

It has been a while since I wrote on another pathway. With this one, I’ve been exploring and exploring and now it feels like the right time to write. One thing I will say is that I thought I’d do a pathway every couple of weeks – that was the plan but they don’t work in a linear way. It’s always the way that I choose one and it becomes the theme for my inner work and observation. Rather than rushing, it feels much better to explore in my own time and share when there is real wisdom that emerges. That makes it more meaningful for you and for me.

The pathway starts with talking about what happens when the heart begins to expand and seeing ourselves in others. This pathway continues to teach me the good, the bad and the ugly of who I am and this is through what I see in others.

I feel like I’ve gone through one of the biggest and deepest expansions spiritually over the last few months. I’ve had external help to guide and push me over my comfort zones and that has been amazing. It really reinforces that we can’t do everything ourselves. I’ve also been connecting more with my guides in the etheric realms and receiving deeper wisdom and guidance. I’ve been working a great deal with my power centres – the solar plexus and the sacral.

One of the biggest learnings I’ve had is understanding my place in the whole grand scheme of things, my place in the Universe. If we are all dots that are connected, I’m really starting to see that I am one of those dots and the connections that I have to the other dots and the ripples I send out by working on myself and sharing my wisdom. It takes this idea of seeing all beings as yourself to a whole other level and it’s really helped to me feel supported with what I do. Understanding that my story is part of an even bigger story and without my character, the story would change. It simply wouldn’t be the same.

Another aspect of the pathway talks about the connection between action and the vision that you have. For a long while, I’ve had a vision but for one reason or another, I just wasn’t moving very much. Deep down there plenty of fears of where it would take me. This extended the way I looked at the good, bad and ugly within myself. I realised that I was limiting myself and really not seeing the possibilities. Sometimes taking action is the thing that leads to even deeper growth. We can learn and teach wisdom but to live that wisdom enables your heart to grow. We can be authentic but we are always finding the masks and learning to continuously uncover even more authentic parts of ourselves. I did have to stop and think about this seriously and that made me realise just how much I was taking for granted. When you uncover all this wisdom, you realising that you’re not even sharing a fraction of what’s in there. Once you begin, things start to change and grow.

Tending your garden is one thing and I feel that I have planted so many seeds. With watering and nurturing, I’m beginning to see these seeds grow. I find myself changing yet paradoxically at the same time becoming more myself than I have ever been. When that seed starts to sprout a few leaves, you get excited and you know that there’s flowers to come and it’ll be glorious and beautiful. It’s being grateful that By God’s grace, the seeds we plant grow.

The pathway uses the example of the garden of life. We plant everything that we need in our life and plenty of other things that we don’t need. This garden is also a metaphor for the heart. The heart is where the truth sits. Part of the process is weeding out what’s not needed or what’s taking up space preventing other things from growing. There are plenty of distractions and reasons not to do things and the more I think and ponder, the more I procrastinate. I decided it was time to pull these weeds out and call them out. It involved a lot of harsh truths but at the end of the day, they’re blocking my sunshine. It doesn’t matter how much you water and nurture yourself, without the sunshine you’ll wither. I liken this to what I’ve been through. I’d found my inner light but I was afraid of shining and now I really am facing that in a big way, things are really starting to change.

It’s only been a couple of months, but I am really not who I used to be. I feel myself shining, confident and bursting with colour. It makes the old me look like a dull hum in comparison. Now I’m conducting a whole orchestra making magical, harmonious sound frequencies. This is the power of tending your garden. This is the power of tending to your own heart.

I have found that even being open, warm and loving as a person, I was still quite guarded and I had the fear of trusting. When we look at the garden of our heart, we also look at the boundaries. Do we want to limit how big our garden gets? That’s something that I was not even conscious I was doing and bringing it to light has really helped me to make a shift. With this, belief is also key. It’s fine to say “I’m not going to limit myself” but it’s an even deeper shift when you say, “I’m willing to accept the reality that all things are possible for me.” We can protect ourselves as much as we want to but at the end of the day if we don’t believe that we are protected by a Source greater than ourselves, we form barriers to love and limitations to growth. There is an even greater plan for me than what I can imagine for myself. The possibility of that being true brings infinite other possibilities and the beautiful part is not being afraid of those possibilities anymore.

 “Another message of this pathway is that everything need not be done in the spotlight. Let the One veil you (another type of enclosure) and keep your secrets as you get on with your purpose in life.”

This is apt and it’s kind of been happening behind the scenes. I’ve been working on the business, in the business and on myself in this way. It’s only now I feel like I’m beginning to consolidate and share.

Deep changes and even deeper transformation. I really feel like the adventure has officially begun!